"My tolerance for cryptic bullshit has reached an all time low tonight. I want some answers, pronto!"

If you knew it was wrong, why did you do it?
You don't know, you didn't mean to, it slipped your mind
And it feels so good to feed a habit
You're just making the most of your borrowed time
Waiting for the white light
--White Light, Vienna Teng

Feeling gratitude and not expressing it is like wrapping a present and not giving it.